Is it really a good idea

to be working on the weekends to make the weeks better? And how can I make the weeks better anymore? Why do I envy people who seem to have it all figured out, or are far better than I am at pretending they know what the right thing to do is, and when do I stop feeling so depressed so often lately?
I used to think that people who need medication to get over and keep going were weak.
Now I'm not so sure anymore.